I can relate to the envy/sexual feelings toward that kind of person 18-22 (or 23). I want to be that person, I want that person to like me. Frankly I want to be popular, unfortunately I have a tendency to equate friendship with sex.

Glad you found us, I know this board has been a great help to me. Keep writing

Jason

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"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"

"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"

"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"

"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"