As I go down the road of my recovery, my perception of reality changes. (so does the truth about that reality).
Somehow, I am conciously trying to find out what is broken. I can then go about fixing, or at the very least, acknowledge these shortcomings. (knowledge is half the battle).
Sometimes I believe, that confusion leading to enlightenment are also touchstones of growth.
Anywho, I was trying to connect the dots by searching along the lines of different mental disorders and I stumbled upon two different terms:
Depersonalization: The loss of ordinary or unreality of ones sense of self.
Derealization: Perception that the outside world is strange or unreal.
I Can See Clearly Now (Johnny Nash)
Rise above the storm and you will find the sunshine ~ M.F. Fernandez