Here latly I cant even have a talk with my wife without it bring some feeling that Im not use to feeling up and I end a total basket case for the couple of days. She says one thing I take it another, I know she's not tring to be hurtful but it still hurts non the less. I love her so much Im scared that I'm pushing her away and not being understanding to her needs. Then when I do fall apart she feels guilty for saying what ever she said at the time. Which makes me feel guilty for taking it the wrong way. I do tell her when what she says hurt me, it just makes me feel so bad becouse thats not what she meant to do to me. I mean we are husband and wife, how can we manage the marrage if we cant even talk with out me falling apart on her. I just wish I could hold it together, my feelings are all jumbled up and I dont even know what Im feeling, everything, nothing, anger, hurt, guilt, pain, sad, yes and no.....I just dont what Im feeling.....Im not used to dealing with feeling anything......Ok thats my rant for the day........

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I have more issues than Rolling Stone!