I am married to a wonderful, beautiful woman. The thing is I love pre op transsexuals. I long to be with one and long to have a relationship with one. But I cannot stand looking at two men making love. however the thought of a man/woman making love to a pre-op transsexual to me is the biggest turn on ever.

I also enjoy watching gay women make love also. Am I weird or a freak or is this normal. i was sexually abused by a male and a female. Please give me some advice.