How many people go to church? And do you believe what is being told to you or do you go just becouse it's what your sopose to do?

I guess Im haveing a real problem with the entire God loves you thing...I prayed lots of nights for god to make it stop...and he never did...I prayed lots of times for him to make me stonger so I could make it stop...and he never did...I guess I have lost my faith...if god loves me so much then why didnt he answer my prayers...what did I do to him? Why did he not protect me? I know all the stories all the "right" answers when it comes to god...."god will never give you more than you can handle"...well thats BS!!!!! If I could handle this then why do I need theripy???? If I could handle this then why do I have nightmares??? If I could handle this then why am I scared to love (ok my wife tells me that I am, I dont know....lol)????

So is there even a god to protect the little children? he said "blessed are the children." Well Im done..just haveing a pitty party for me I guess....and just mad at the world for being the world...I hope I get to the place I think so of you are soon...Im going to lose what little mind I have left....ok thats all for now..ty

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