The shame you feel is what is killing you. Let it out. Talk to your friends. I feel such shame at times I think no one could love me. I have done horrendous things to myself and others that I am ashamed of. I am still human and worthy of forgiveness. You did not ask for this illness. Neither did I . We have it and we deserve to live. We are good We deserve good. Dave

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Thankful Wor Kirkridge Alumni Oct 2008