I have a little scar on the inside of my butthole from having some wacko rape me with a flashlight a few years ago and since then I've had a lot of skid marks on my underpants that don't come all the way out in the wash. Seems my pooper can't do as good a job anymore holding in the leakage. (I know, it's gross.)
I can soak my white ones in bleach but I have colored ones too and if anyone knows a good way to get em clean I'd appreciate any tips.
Just one more little reminder for me of my being a rape survivor. I usually take two and sometimes three showers a day just to keep that part of myself clean. Ugh! Feel like crap just talking about this.