I am having some problems in my life. I don't really have anyone to talk to around here. Again I am a college kid, 22 to be exact. This has been one of the most hectic times for me. First thing I go to a Christian college and everyone here is Gap perfect. (looks good on the outside, but is fack about everything) I was molested as a kid and there are few people out here who are brave enough to break the GAP imiage and admit they are perfect. So I struggle to find friends that I can be true to, be myself around. I have found people here that are cool to be around, and they are awesome to be around, but I fear being me. I found a few close friends that I can be genuine to, but something happened. One of my closest friends got in some bad stuff and I turned him because he was only sinking lower. SO that was not pretty. Now I am suffering I have no one that I trust. there are many that are trust worthy, but its me. I find it so hard to trust people being me.
Then I find out today about my therapist being switched. I was working with our grad program, they get senor master grad stdents to do therapy with clients. I found out tosday that the social work department wants to change me from grad counselling to professional therapist. Now I have to get ust to another person just friestrating.
Again thank you for just letting me rant.
With God's love
This above all: to thine own self be true,And it must follow, as the night the day,Thou canst not then be false to any man.