Sean,

It was all mixed together for me, the SA and "discipline" of being hit with a small stick, humiliation, belittling, etc.

I am trying to deal with the self-loathing and undermined self-confidence this resulted in. Its an uphill battle in some ways but at least I now mentally understand that it all (and I mean all) was inappropriate and wrong.

Brett

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