i just joined here and i didnt know if u wer supposed 2 say hello or not....its hard 4 me 2 beleve anybody else has a life like mine..iv nevr done anything like this..i know nobody can help me and i dont know why im here..im not gonna get into any long things about my problems..im not good at writing and nobody beleves me anyway...im reminded of how stupid i am 500x a day...im alone but i dont live alone..im like afraid 2 go outside as weird aqs that sounds..i guess i get paranoid and think evrybdys looking rite thru me..can see everything about me...