I'm lost, battered and bruised,
like a stowaway on the wrong ship
a tossing, crashing out of control cruise.
it wasn't asked for, this insane trip.

I don't know where it's going, but it's taking me along
through one hell after another, filled with a screaming throng.
my heart has been trashed, I don't know what's real
but all I can see is this aweful pain I feel.

I just want to feel loved, but I'm empty inside.
that place that should hold love, is brimming with drivel
all that comes out, is a pain filled tide
that makes a grown make like a child snivel.

I struggle on, heavy with pain
Longing for a better day
fighting hard, trying to be strong beneath the strain
searching longingly, for the suns bright ray.