I am encompassed by anger and fear,
Knowing only pain, the unfallen tear,
My eyes have run dry with all the crying Iíve done,
There are not tears left, not a single one,
Broken and beaten by forces too strong,
And no one could tell that something was wrong,
I never spoke out, and I never told,
Who would believe me, I was only ten years old,
Hoping agenst hope, but death never came,
But life was a living hell all the same,
No matter how far I ran, or how high I climbed,
He would always find me every time,
Every Year getting worse and worse,
Until I stopped fighting, and accepted my curse,
After all those years, He got off light,
Dieing in bed one autumn night,
Now I live in unending terror,
Canít even look at my self in the mirror,
For all that I see makes me cringe in disgust,
A monster stairs back, broken and crushed,
And here passes one more long year,
Crying in silence, the unfallen tear.