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Welcome,

Feel free to read through what other guys say here, and read some articles available from MS. You may find common symptoms with survivors of child sexual abuse.

Alexey

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When you feel all alone and unhappy, turn to you Inner Child and talk to Him.
You will see He can comfort you like nothing else!