Do you ever have these fleeting feelings? I was having Lunch with my mom,stepfather and their friends and towards the end of it I finally began to feel half normal, but that lasted for all of an hour. On my way home I felt like things might be changing but now that I'm back home, that feeling has passed.

The wierdest part was that when I thought I had become half normal, all I could think of is what now? What do I do now? And I guess it scared me a bit.

Jason

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"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"

"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"

"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"

"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"