Richard, I hear you.
I was always taught that mastb would lead to loss of sight, and it is punishable by God's Laws.

Medically mb is good for the reproductive system to function normally.
Not masturbating is noted for heightening the risk of various cancers, as the body finds it harder to release dead cells.

God doesnt give us these gifts, if by chance we cannot find normal pleasurable ways etc., that we should be told not to mb.
You have probably paid your penance a thousend fold, as the ancients say,

ste

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