I would also advise you to find a theraist. This will help you. Try several ones and stop when you will find the most comfortable person who will make you think and feel about your issues.
The process of therapist shopping is interesting. It is challenging and demanding one's courage, but it is rewarding.
Thanks for this post.
When you feel all alone and unhappy, turn to you Inner Child and talk to Him.
You will see He can comfort you like nothing else!