I am beginning to face the fact that we are done. It already feels like she is gone, she just hasn't left yet. It is tearing me to pieces inside, and I feel I have little to no control of what is happening to us. I am so addicted to her, and taking care of her, I have never felt so lost before.
I'm so sorry Scott, I hate it when anyone is hurting.
It sounds to me like you are both dealing with depression right now, would she be willing to go to the doctor for antidepressants? Maybe that would be a start.
Please take care of yourself and I really am sorry that your in so much pain.
All my best,