WHEN I JOINED I TOO USED MY REAL NAME AT FIRST. I'D GRADUALLY GAINED A VOICE AROUND THESE ISSUES AND AM SOMEWHAT OF A CRUSADER ABOUT THESE ISSUES. I WANTED TO FLEX MY COURAGE AND NOT BE INTIMIDATED. THIS IS WHERE MY PASSION IS AT. SPEAKING MY TRUTH. I THEN DECIDED TO I COULD SPEAK A LITTLE MORE FREELY IF I HAD A CODE NAME. I'VE DECIDED IT WAS A PRUDENT DECISION. WHAT IF SOMEONE THAT KNEW ME PASSED OVER THESE PAGES. WHAT IF I NEVER TOLD THEM BECAUSE I DIDN'T TRUST THEM. WHAT IF THE REASON I DIDN'T TRUST THEM WAS WELL FOUNDED AND I DIDN'T PROTECT MYSELF. IT HAS BEEN POINTED OUT IN THE PAST THAT THIS PAGE HAS BEEN LINKED UP WITH SOME UNSAVORY PAGES. DO I WANT MY NAME THERE. AT THE SAME TIME SOME GOOD NURTURING HAS TAKEN PLACE HERE. THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES FOR THE CHOICES I MAKE IN MY LIFE . CAN I LIVE WITH THEM IS A QUESTION I ASK MYSELF ALL THE TIME .
I'M TIRED NOW SO I THINK I'LL QUIT HERE.

-------------BE GENTLE WITH YOURSELVES

-------------------------------- RJD