As a former Born-Again myself, I think Nobby has given you some good spiritual advice. As to whether you want to deal with it in a faith context or a secular context might be the real question: which matters more to you?

But either way at least you have that strength of character, sense of self, to want to face this head on. I know I would just run away and ignore it.

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"It's your world Dave, I'm just livin' in it"

- Harvey Pekar to David Letterman
(American Splendour)