As of right now I am struggling with my own sexual identity. I am attracted to women, however every once in a while I get these strange urges. What happens is that I dress up in my sister's clothes and then masturbate while looking in the mirror(I know this is strange). Otherwise I am completely heterosexual and I am not attracted to men at all. After ejaculation the urge completely subsides, and I am disgusted by what I have done. I have this desire to exploit my body in a feminine way... What am I? Please respond... \:\(

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-T Man