I've never posted before but I guess I'll try. I have something that bothers me alot. I can't be with girls. Maybe I was 'conditioned' to feel that way. But I don't want to be with guys. I was brought up strict Baptist and was taught that I am an abomination. I don't want to be ugly in the sight of others so I am by myself. It's confusing I know, but I don't think there's an answer for me.