Hi guys.
I wanted to share something that has been part of my shame. Sometimes when i masturbate i think about eating my sperm of fantasize about sucking my self. I know that or fantasies may be hinting to unresolved issues so i was wondering what this may be hinting to. I think it means that I am struggling with accepting my own manhood and when I want to look at porn of other guys doing it ( I am straight) that I want to be connected with other men who are struggling as well. I told a few people and the desires is less and less but it is still there. Any thoughts...