Thanks Larry,

I appreciate your very thoughtful message. I re-read it a few times. On my other Gay Forum post, I got lots of PM's saying I was probably not gay so now am wondering. I still think I am cuz when ever I dream of being in a relationship, it is with an an older man. This might be that because all the 'sex' I ever had was with older men so who knows. See it is confusing. I know I can't solve everything right now but sure wish I could. I will take it easy and it will all fall in place someday I'm sure. Thanks again Larry, you gave me alot to think about. I appreciate you taking time for me. hey, I couldn't PM you cuz your box is full, FYI