Today was my last day on a job that I had lost the passion for, the
patience for and the will to keep trying for. It was a necessary
step in order for me to move forward in my new passion as a Licensed
Massage Therapist. Many of my coworkers declared me to be brave and
courageous. However, the fears within me are as large as the
biggest planet of the solar system. Right now my I feel like a pan
full of fried nerves.
In time, I know all of these things will pass and they will become
distant memories and reminders of a time filled with many stepping
stones. As I am aware of the potential pitfalls of my new endeavor,
I keep trying to focus on the goal that I can see with my mind's
eye. For if I focus on the pitfalls, I am sure to stumble and if I
focus on the goal, than that is what I obtain.