I just wanted to let you know that although I have been away on a long trip back east,where I was visiting family and friends. It was like a cleansing experience,I visited the lake where a lot of my abuse took place and although it was difficult at times confronting my demons,the experience I feel was a positive one.I have come to terms with what happened so long ago,and that little boy is now a grown man with a future who can and will move forward with his life and above all a survivor! I will stay in touch regularly and attempt to contribute my feelings and life experiences to all of you my brothers!
Thanks from my heart for your advice,help,prayers and genuine caring that all of you my brothers.
Looking forward to hearing from all,

Thank-You brothers,my deepest thanks,
Kieran.