Hi, I am over here in Germany and doing great but I had an experience last night that scared me. I was going into the sauna (over here it is nude) and an old man grabbed me "down there". I don't know what he said because it was in German but I knew I didn't like it. It made me feel like I was eighth years old all over again. I stayed in the sauna until he left and then I came home. I told my girlfriend what happened but I was wondering if it is ok that it took me back to my abuse all of a sudden like that. Shouldn't I be able to deal with things without them moving me to tears or scaring me?