If you look hard enough, you can find support
Some areas are worse than others, but if you
really ask around, talk to people, you can find someone who can help you. If there are no groups in your area see if there is an interest. I called around to therapists in the area one time. Do what you need to to get better. You do need to contact others somehow. ymca, ywca, rape centers, hotlines sometimes can give you numbers. Look for resorces around you, you may be surprized at what you find.
Standing together is so much better than hiding in the dark.
***I am a three time WoR Retreat Alumni*** The Round Table
, Men's CSA Group, Monday 7:30pm CST, MaleSurvivor Chat