Although PTSD is not a qualifying condition under New Jersey's medical marijuana law, I would suggest looking into getting your hands on some medical-quality marijuana.
It might not be for everybody, and I hesitate to suggest that you, y'know, break the law or anything, but...
It works. It will help you focus and it will help you sleep, or rather, it helps me do those things. It might not be for everybody, but I'm not sure where I would be without it.
(FYI -- PTSD is a qualifying condition for gaining access to medical marijuana in these nine states: CA, CT, DE, ME, NV, NM, MA, OR, & MI. If anyone here lives in those states, you should take full advantage of it.)
Edited by cant_remember (05/06/14 08:46 AM)
Edit Reason: added the FYI
Recovery is possible. Hang in there, brothers.