ran across this. fits me. after trying for a long time ive given up hope of people really getting me. some think im straight some think im gay i never correct either one. http://freethoughtblogs.com/godlessness/...-to-dan-savage/
Like a spent gladiator
crawling in the colosseum dust
who can count on his remaining limbs
all the people he can trust.
Like the one who stands behind him
cheering him on
Estatic when he stands defiant,
wild with abandon when he's gone
just stay alive.
do whatever you need to.
you are worth it.