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#465657 - 05/22/14 10:00 AM Re: Depression or... ? [Re: Sven]
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Registered: 07/29/13
Posts: 278
I was terribly close to just putting an end to it all yesterday night but i didn't, obviously. I don't know why.. The feeling mostly passed but I can't say I wouldn't be glad if i didn't woke up tomorrow or something.
I don't know why monday had such a big impact on me, after all its happened like a 1000 times before, but it does. It's scaring me because I keep losing time and I can't afford to not be available for school work or well, anything every time it happens again, either. I do appreciate everyone trying to help and I try to let it sink in what you say, but it's like I'm looking at advice for someone else, idk how to properly explain it but i just can't connect it to myself or something.. idk..
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In the howling wind
Comes a stinging rain
See it driving nails
Into souls on the tree of pain
From the firefly a red orange glow
See the face of fear
Running scared in the valley below
~ Bullet The Blue Sky - U2

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#465664 - 05/22/14 02:08 PM Re: Depression or... ? [Re: Sven]
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Registered: 10/09/11
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Hang on Sven and look where to find additional support.
There are challenging moments when we have difficulties to find the best way out of some situations.
When I asked my T what is the point of going to therapy she explained that trough therapy we can learn how to deal with different situations and how to find additional strength within ourselves. I truly believe that everyone of us can achieve such goal with time and will.
Please don't forget that you are not alone, you have friends here!

Pero
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