....Not to sure I went to see her for about three months I wasn't feeling any better talking to her about CSA. I was leaving there sad angry depressed etc. Should I look into getting a more experienced therapist.
I would agree that you might be better off with a specialist in childhood trauma. But please don't expect to feel better from therapy for quite a while. The nature of therapy is to go back and reclaim the memories, feel the feelings associated with them, and learn to live with what happened and move forward with your life. It can be a painful process. One that takes courage, strength, and time.
So if the University intern is all you can afford right now, by all means continue. But if there is any way to seek out a specialist, I'd recommend it. It made all the difference in the world for me. Good luck and keep posting.
Can't be bothered with sorrow
And I can't be bothered with hate, no, no
I'm using up the time but feeling fine every day
That's why I'm telling you
I just want to celebrate another day of livin'Rare Earth