glad you're with us - sorry you need to be.
i can relate to your experience. part of my abuse history was from peers groping me - but in a different area. but i can can tell how hurtful it is.
hope you'll find the support here that will help - as i have. there are lots of caring guys here who are willing to share from their hearts.
We are often troubled, but not crushed;
sometimes in doubt, but never in despair;
there are many enemies, but we are never without a friend;
and though badly hurt at times, we are not destroyed.
- Paul, II Cor 4:8-9