thnx for sharing victor, great story
To myself, i just don't know. The perp is my brother, it happened once.. i don't know if im afraid to feel if there is hate inside because of the family relation. And i don't want to ruin my brothers life and career.
But at the same time i also realize i cant hold it all in for the rest of my life.
I'm also wondering what has happened to him? Was it about family hierarchy? Was it to show love? (which would mean he had been abused before he abused me) There's just so much uncertainty, that i don't know where to start. I'd say that in my case there is more fear than hatred. But sometimes i feel that he stole my potential, my possiblities. Which is to say that i still give away my power.. Sad but true. Have to work on that
Edited by OCN (05/29/13 07:27 AM)
"Realise that what you are cannot be born or die and with the fear gone, all suffering ends." - Nisargadatta Maharaj