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#462087 - 03/05/14 07:15 PM Re: I need to know [Re: Shyshark]
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Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 413
Loc: Canada
SURPRISE! ... SURPRISE! ... SURPRISE!

I'm back to being the living dead
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Experience is a brutal teacher.

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#462112 - 03/06/14 08:48 AM Re: I need to know [Re: Shyshark]
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Registered: 10/11/11
Posts: 761
Loc: michigan
it is amazing the cruel wisdom we come to possess as survivors.all to aware that we have been changed and yes I think that part does die. and yet we live what drives me nuts is the not knowing what was lost. would it have been this way no matter? is this what I was created for?
or was there something else? Did we somehow take a giant cosmic misstep after the abuse?is there any way back at all? I know what you speak of my friend. never daring to embrace anything good for fear of loosing it still there unfortunately. Still for some reason I keep pushing to find it. maybe that is where the frustration comes from. hope it gets better for you bud
Jeff
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Towards thee I roll, thou all-destroying but unconquering whale; to the last I grapple with thee; from hell's heart I stab at thee; for hate's sake I spit my last breath at thee. let me then tow to pieces, while still chasing thee, thou damned whale! Thus, I give up the spear!"
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#462424 - 03/11/14 10:44 PM Re: I need to know [Re: Shyshark]
Shyshark Offline


Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 413
Loc: Canada
((( new )))

Hey my friend ...
You may have noticed that I always refer to you as
'new' rather than Jeff ...
That's because you have been with me from the very beginning
always always always here for me.
I didn't know your real name for some time.
To me you are 'new' ...
It's a term of endearment ...
You're a very special guy.
To me you will always be 'new'.

((( new )))
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Experience is a brutal teacher.

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#462425 - 03/11/14 10:46 PM Re: I need to know [Re: Shyshark]
Shyshark Offline


Registered: 10/30/12
Posts: 413
Loc: Canada
((( new )))

Hey my friend ...
You may have noticed that I always refer to you as
'new' rather than Jeff ...
That's because you have been with me from the very beginning
always always always here for me.
I didn't know your real name for some time.
To me you are 'new' ...
It's a term of endearment ...
You're a very special guy.
To me you will always be 'new'.

((( new )))
_________________________
Experience is a brutal teacher.

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