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#431476 - 04/16/13 06:47 PM Re: HOW!?! [Re: Magellan]
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Registered: 04/05/13
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AA meetings are like that. It's only the booze. But rehab digs deeper.

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#431477 - 04/16/13 06:47 PM Re: HOW!?! [Re: Magellan]
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Originally Posted By: Magellan
....I'm angry that I was born with two disabilities and angry that my parents never taught me how to love myself and accept my disabilities, and angry that after 18 years of therapy, I'm still struggling with this profound life issue.

Now I can see how UGLY this makes me. I need to let go of this anger but I have no idea how.

It's no wonder why no one wants to date me. I'm ugly as fuck inside.



Oh, how I wish I had the magic to help you love yourself. I feel terrible that I can't do anything at all to help you.

I worked for a while in a burn unit while I was in the USAF. I could never get used to it. But what bothered me most where the guys that I was able to talk to even under so much morphine but they were dying. I couldn't take it. I never felt so helpless till now. I'm sorry, really sorry I don't know what to do.

Peace, Rainbows, Love & Healing
Jeff
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Stick around, It will get better....

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