.....I'm still to ashamed of what happened to me to tell people in person ....
Welcome To MS Devin!
You've taken a courageous first step in facing and dealing with what was done to you, just by speaking out. Take your time, but know that every time you talk about it, it has less power over you. As some one said to me when I first got here: "CSA takes place in secret, but healing is done out loud".
We all have our own stories to tell, and our own wounds to heal. But we also have much in common. Soak up the wisdom from others who are further down this road. Share your own wisdom with others. You will overcome this.
"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "Joni Mitchell