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#428501 - 03/20/13 09:35 AM a
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Edited by lbcali1978 (04/16/13 06:14 AM)
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They said

Come home

I said

I'm confused and alone

They said

We understand

I found out they don't

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#428636 - 03/21/13 08:19 PM Re: Accepting My Homosexualty [Re: lbcali1978]
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LB,
I have to say I'm a bit confused about this post. Its ok if you are gay and its great for you to accept that fact but I think you may be mixing the abuse with being gay. The pleasure you got out of having sex with these men while being prostituted may come from a wanting of acceptance and affection from these men, combined with the physical pleasure of having sex. Not saying your not gay but I think you need to think about if you are mixing the two.
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#428644 - 03/21/13 09:49 PM a [Re: lbcali1978]
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Edited by lbcali1978 (04/16/13 06:13 AM)
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They said

Come home

I said

I'm confused and alone

They said

We understand

I found out they don't

I'll walk the path exactly how I've always done it

Alone

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#428647 - 03/21/13 10:11 PM a [Re: onlyakid]
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Edited by lbcali1978 (04/16/13 06:14 AM)
_________________________
They said

Come home

I said

I'm confused and alone

They said

We understand

I found out they don't

I'll walk the path exactly how I've always done it

Alone

Top
#428653 - 03/21/13 10:37 PM Re: Accepting My Homosexualty [Re: lbcali1978]
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So then you are pretty certain that you are gay and not just acting out because of the abuse. You meet guys and have actual relationships with them as opposed to just having sex? Just wondering because sexuality can be a bit messy for some survivors I know it is for me.
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"Being with people that understand you...Priceless"

"and i don't want the world to see me, cause i don't think that they'd understand"

"You don't know what love is...you just do as your told"

"My life has changed. What you take as a simple thing, is not so simple for me anymore"


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#428654 - 03/21/13 10:48 PM " [Re: onlyakid]
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Edited by lbcali1978 (04/28/13 11:53 PM)
_________________________
They said

Come home

I said

I'm confused and alone

They said

We understand

I found out they don't

I'll walk the path exactly how I've always done it

Alone

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