I m sorry.. I wish i could go MAYHEM on my mom 's psyche!
She hates ..here mom ,dad? .. i could only imagine what
she went thru. Thru some of what my dad said to me.
She went thru too much! And i am guessing alot of abandonment!

My dad ..encourages my mom to eat. She put on 20lbs ( 12kg-
i dont know the conversion ).
And now she eats terribly. I feel aweful. I know it must
have to do with early stuff. Maybe i felt aweful for not being
there for her.
Alot of these people like my folks never had proper parenting.
I hate it when i am responded with shock ,when i share with
people that i will never have kids.
I feel as if i never experienced puberty;okay onward----
i have to make some changes in my life.
love you all
Goran

p.s sorry i dont put time in reading/ helping....
i caNNoT help others. My tears are there so maybe others dont
have to try to listen to me ;i hate myself,sometimes

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Hey Goran,
good to see you my friend
Yes it is difficult sometimes to see people around us suffering and having a lot of different problems especially if we too have a lot of our issues.
I'm trying not to be hard on myself if I can't give as much support as I would like sometimes.
You seem to like your mother very much, I'm sure that showing that is many times more than enough

Share with us more!
Hugs
(((Goran)))

Thanks ;love you guys.
I am having a hard time!
I got to move ...but i am confused should i wait for my
parents? What if they never leave, Winnipeg?

You guys ,,i cant help myself looking at guys... should
i try to get counselling here in Winnipeg?
There is a center -only for GLBT .
If i go , do i tell the councillor that i am attracted
to men?
What if he says , "you are gay?"
I dont know if i need to hear this.
I dont want to be cornered, i just want love;
so insecure.

Hey Goran,
I'm sorry that you have some hard time, hang on buddy!

Yes it is hard being confused and always somewhere between.
Please be aware that no one can say who you are in sexual terms, that depends only on you
And we don't need to be scared of anything, we are who we are.
Hugs!

(((Pero)))