A wise man once said,.. . wait a minute.. that wise man is you.
And you said it just a few weeks ago. Magellan
Maybe your "old" way of thinking is trying to reject your "new" way of thinking? I have been told many times by therapists that, "Change always meets resistance."
Sometimes it's like reaching the mountain peak and suddenly the inner voice starts saying, "You'll never make it to the top."
With each plateau of learning and discovery on this MS journey, it seems like it takes the backside of the brain some time to catch up with the new reality. Could this be what's happening in your thoughts tonight?