My name is Mosiak, well it's not my actual name but on here I guess it will be.
I'm 19 years old from Nordic Europe,
I live with my grandmother in a very small suburbia type neighbourhood, it's about 30 kilometres from our major capital area but we actually are part of the capital, it's just located across the bay and with no bridges around you kinda have to drive the long way around to get there.
The reason I live with my grandmother is because my mother lost custody of me when I was 16 years old. My mother isn't the person who hurt me when I was younger but she was accused of neglect and child endangerment. Because she knew about what was happening and did nothing to stop it
I have been diagnosed with all kinds of mental disorders, some which are connected to my past, I have poor social skills, low self esteem, anxiety disorder, depression and things along those lines. I also have this thing where I can't grasp well when spoken to, that is I hear the words but I can't understand them, or put them together to understand the concept of what is being said to me. I'm not sure about the English words for this but perhaps some of you might know what I am talking about.
I live a very private and isolated life, I have no friends or close family, except my grandma who is also the only person I talk to on daily basis. I haven't had friends since I was 10, I barely remember what that's like.
I do get lonely once in a while, but over all I prefer the solitude.
Anyway, I suppose this wasn't a very positive picture of myself, but its just the facts, I'm not a positive individual