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#417258 - 11/25/12 11:14 PM I see that my thread was removed
Magellan Offline
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Registered: 12/31/10
Posts: 1390
Loc: California
It's probably just as well. I'm so filled with vitriol and anger and hate, that its best that no one else sees it.

I don't blame the mods for removing my post. I suffer because I am the product of a rape. I exist only because a retarded monster raped a frightened lonely girl.

That is my life. And it sucks.

You may erase this one too, if you feel the need. But that is the reality of my life and the universe I grew up in.

D
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#417259 - 11/25/12 11:17 PM Re: I see that my thread was removed [Re: Magellan]
Treehugger75 Offline


Registered: 02/08/12
Posts: 158
Loc: Ontario Canada
I too was a bit shocked to see it gone.
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#417260 - 11/25/12 11:35 PM Re: I see that my thread was removed [Re: Magellan]
Candu Offline


Registered: 06/30/12
Posts: 312
Loc: Canada
I thought I was having an Alzheimer's moment. I was sure I had posted to you yesterday. But there was nothing in my list of posts. But when the second one was gone I knew it wasn't me.

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#417297 - 11/26/12 12:00 PM Re: I see that my thread was removed [Re: Magellan]
Jude Offline


Registered: 08/09/12
Posts: 1478
Loc: New England
Originally Posted By: Magellan
It's probably just as well. I'm so filled with vitriol and anger and hate, that its best that no one else sees it.....You may erase this one too, if you feel the need.


We can deal with your vitriol, anger and hate just fine. We've been there. But MS has a policy against posting suicide notes. They can be very hurtful and upsetting to other members.

Man, you need to get help NOW.

Call 911
Call 800656-HOPE (4673) RAINN Support Line
Call 800-273-TALK National Suicide Hotline
www.1in6.org Support Chat
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"But now old friends are acting strange,
they shake their heads, they say I've changed.
Something's lost but something's gained in living every day
....it's life's illusions I recall, I really don't know life at all. "
Joni Mitchell

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#417304 - 11/26/12 03:25 PM * [Re: Magellan]
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Registered: 03/25/12
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Edited by Smalltown80sBoy (04/29/13 01:07 PM)

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#417395 - 11/27/12 02:17 PM Re: I see that my thread was removed [Re: Magellan]
Robert1000 Offline


Registered: 06/27/12
Posts: 336
D,

I've been off the thread for awhile, because this can all be too much for me sometimes, but I want to weigh in to ask you to seek help. You've helped other people, including me. And I hope you understand that the dark cloud you're under will lift. And it's OK for us to ask for help. And to receive it. Please do.

Bob

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