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#8973 - 11/01/05 09:02 PM Re: Addressing Loneliness as a Key to my Healing
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Registered: 09/30/05
Posts: 269
Loc: Southern California, USA
Any relationship with God is a hard one especially when you been abused. Its difficult at times maintaining a relationship with a God that I have abandonment issues with. This thread reminds me of the time in my life I was sooo angry at God ... late at night I jumped in my car with a baseball bat and heard off and break into church. I ended up throwing the bat at the outside of the building and ultimately broke down and cried on the ground.

I focus now on my spiritual relationship. Sonlite you mentioned having spirituality and meditating through swimming. That's what I'm talking about. Maybe its nature, maybe its watching children play ... but a connection that touches and nurtures your spirit. I try to focus on connecting with my spiritual self or connecting with other spiritual things in this world. Like the Native Americans who believed in the a sense of connecting with the world around them. In a sense ... connecting with everyone here on the board ... there is a bond ... we give to each other a spiritual gift to each other ... one of healing ... one of strength ... we find strength ... our spirits are stronger for what we have found here ...


Courage-Wisdom-Spirituality


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#8974 - 11/02/05 12:22 AM Re: Addressing Loneliness as a Key to my Healing
Darkheart Offline
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Registered: 08/30/05
Posts: 331
Loc: Illinois
Morningstar,

What God Said To Me - WOW!!

Very Powerful. Puts into words what I felt many years ago.

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http://www.malesurvivor.org/board/ubbthr...8711#Post348711

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#8975 - 11/02/05 04:49 AM Re: Addressing Loneliness as a Key to my Healing
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Registered: 12/21/04
Posts: 1124
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God Morning!

Show me your light
give me a sign
I said.

I waited for years,
I waited with tears
yet nothing happened.

And then
one day
it happened
The light came into me
It shined thru me.
yet I knew
it was me.

I guess
He was waiting
for me too.
As he said to me,
Good to see you again,
my friend.

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~ It's over!...Let go of Thy Past, Remember Thy Self ~

Why Don't People Heal, by Caroline Myss; 30 days to clean up your vibrations - Abraham-Hicks

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#8976 - 11/02/05 05:45 AM Re: Addressing Loneliness as a Key to my Healing
Morning Star Offline
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Registered: 12/21/04
Posts: 1124
Loc: Home
The Reason behind Darkness

One day, I wondered,
there must be
some reason to this darkness.
some logic to this pain.

And then it came to me
only when I had seen
the depth of darkness
Did I pursue the light.

Only when I had seen
all the pain
Did I pursue joy.

Only then did I knew
what was important
and what was vain.

Sitting in the twilight
I would have never wished
for the light.

For only when I was
in the middle of my night
that I longed
to see the sun.

.......
I bow to you,
all the fellow
light travellers.
You have been
my inspiration
in the middle of the night
and at dawn.

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~ It's over!...Let go of Thy Past, Remember Thy Self ~

Why Don't People Heal, by Caroline Myss; 30 days to clean up your vibrations - Abraham-Hicks

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#348355 - 12/17/10 08:44 AM Re: Addressing Loneliness as a Key to my Healing [Re: Morning Star]
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
Posts: 2719
Loc: Virginia
both very nice actually wonderfully written poems

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