Am I going mad? Things were really looking up over the last few weeks, I've been on holiday with my parents, Started college even getting to grips with my girlfriend leaving me. As for the rapes and abuse dished out to me by a male nurse, whilst I was in hospital, apart from a couple of recent wobbles, I thought I had come to terms with it.
Then low and behold, I've got new neighbours and they are South African, the same race as my abuser. Here is my problem I feel as though he may have found out I've told my counsellor, family, friends, you guys etc. I've even done a talk for a local charity that deals with survivors. I feel as though he may have sent them to report back to him. I tried to reason it through but I can't. I've locked my windows and doors hoping that he can't get in. Am I going mad, being stupid or should I be worried. Please could someone reply I can't tell my family etc. I feel so alone.