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#82615 - 06/22/04 02:46 PM Dead Inside
crisispoint Offline
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Registered: 09/24/03
Posts: 2154
Loc: Massachusetts
Dead Inside


I am dead inside because
Of the poison you injected in
My soul.

There is no warmth
Inside me anymore, because
Of the void that sucked
the life away from my heart.

I can't bring myself
To trust again because
You stole that away
from me.

You murdered me, and left me
Here to take the rap
For your crime.

A prisoner in myself.
Outside myself.
No longer whole.
But without the pieces either.

Dead inside.
And all because of
You.


\:\(

Scot

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#82616 - 06/24/04 02:38 AM Re: Dead Inside
InjunE Offline
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Registered: 12/04/01
Posts: 89
Loc: Ohio
Damn........
I've been where you are, many years of drinking and anger. Many nights in jail for hurting innocents. All I can say, is hopefully, you will overcome it. I am still trying, Thank god for my wife and sons. It just takes years of nightmares and pain, but someday, I hope you succeed

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#82617 - 07/04/04 07:00 AM Re: Dead Inside
Malidin41 Offline
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Registered: 07/01/04
Posts: 140
Loc: Utah
I am sorry about what you have had to endure and I wish I could have been there to save you from that evil. I look up to you and all that have taken the courage to post these very difficult poems. I think you are a great writer and I hope you post more. Thanks alot for sharing. Your friend malidin.

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