LOOKING DEEPER STILL
my soul relents, gives way
I AM OVERCOME BY THE CHILL
he breaks upon me this day
FOR WHAT I HAVE FOUND
to kill myself some day
MAY CAUSE ME TO DROWN
and break the tie
UNDER A MOON SO ROUND
that binds me to this lie
HE JOKES & LAUGHS LIKE A CLOWN
for who you see
AS HE LAID MY BODY & SOUL DOWN
is never the real me
HIS WORDS & ACTIONS SO PERFOUND
but the shadow of some other
HIS TOUCH, A RAGING SURF
like a step-brother
MY MIND, A CRUMBLING BREAKER
related by circumstance
HIS WILL SURMOUNTS
intwined in a dreadfull dance
AS HE MOUNTS

AND THRUSTS HIMSELF WITHIN

THE FORBIDDEN BARRIER OF SKIN

THE MIND SHUDDERS FROM THE DIN

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They will not Give you peace, you must find it yourself, you have the power within you, but you are not alone, We will find it together. -Blacken