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#82437 - 03/07/04 07:41 AM Lost self, may trigger.
Leosha Offline

Registered: 06/18/03
Posts: 3614
Loc: Right here
He pulls me away of myself, into the darkest corridors, stumbling down hallways. The walls disappear as they never were, and I discover myself lost in a maze of memories. Turning to left, I become a child; to the right, a man. I try to follow them, but as they are the memories of my mind, they are disjointed, they disappear and blend into the shapes of others until I must question they existed at all. I search again for who brought me here, only to find no one, not even myself. I am nothing but a shadow that disappears into the darkness around me, failing to continue as a real being. I am but part, not whole. I will one day cease to be. Already, I am less. I miss myself.

Avatar photo in memory of my younger brother Makar.

"Human salvation lies in the hands of the creatively maladjusted."~~~Martin Luther King Jr., 1963

#82438 - 03/07/04 10:15 PM Re: Lost self, may trigger.
outis Offline

Registered: 02/27/03
Posts: 2260
Loc: Maryland USA

In these words you have captured much. I have felt a confusion like this. What is real? Who is real? How did I get to such a place?

No part of you will cease to be. You will find your way through the maze of memories. What will cease one day is the pain and fear that can disturb your rest. You, all of you, will be healthy, whole, and strong.



"Telemachos, your guest is no discredit to you. I wasted no time in stringing the bow, and I did not miss the mark. My strength is yet unbroken…"—The Odyssey, translated by W.H.D. Rouse


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