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#82218 - 12/10/03 11:47 AM Justice (TRIGGERS!)
crisispoint Offline
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Registered: 09/24/03
Posts: 2154
Loc: Massachusetts
Justice


Staring down at you.
Seeing the fear in your eyes.
Justice.

Never thought little boys grow up.
Well, here I am, and now you see.
Justice.

Every ounce of me
Screams to rid the world of you.
Justice.

Every victim you've ever had
Cries out from the bitter night.
Justice.

Excuses fly from your lips.
Pleas for mercy I do not have.
Justice.

My fingers tighten into fists.
Just one blow, send you to Hell.
Justice.

Animal fear reflects from you
The total fear I had of you.
Justice.

Soul killer you were to me.
Real killer I could be for you.
Justice.

I'd rather not be a killer.
I'd rather not be you.
Justice.

Killing you releases you
From the nightmares you will have of me.
Justice.

Living is your life sentance.
Knowing what I am, that you'll never be.
Justice.

I walk away and ignore your whispers.
A life sentance being you. Can't improve on that.
Justice.


Peace,

Scot

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#82219 - 12/10/03 02:55 PM Re: Justice (TRIGGERS!)
BT Offline


Registered: 06/25/03
Posts: 388
Loc: Chicago IL
Scot,

Outstanding post. You definatly grasp the feelings and fantasies of wanting the ultimate revenge while having the strength to stop short.

I know I even went so far as to plan the day I wanted to spend with my abusers and what I would do and how I would then take my own life. Those were some dark days. I felt like you captured those days as well as the satisfaction so to speak of overcoming those desires and deciding to live.

Thanks
BT

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