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#82151 - 01/27/06 02:37 AM Someday
michael Joseph Offline
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Registered: 03/11/01
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Loc: Virginia
one day someday
you will deal with
what you did to me

one day something
will remind you of
what terrible things you did

one day in the future
something will transpire
where your life comes apart

one day yes one day
you will vomit profusely
because of the pain you caused me

One day you
will pay for
what you did

Everyday you pay
even if you hide it
it will haunt you forever!

One Day and Everyday

Michael Joseph

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#82152 - 01/28/06 06:28 AM Re: Someday
Steven Heath Offline
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mj,
i have a belief that perps are living on earth and hell at the same time....i wish constant pain to them 24 hours a day......i feel thaey are haunted cdonstantly...but that does not mean that i would not lve to push a knitting needle up there gentals until they pass out....and then do it again when they wake up....this is not about torture...this is about my wish to inflict horrible physical pain to them as they inflict mental anguish upon themselves....sorry for venting and maybe inappropriate venting...but your poem triggered something obviously...hugs...steve


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#82153 - 01/28/06 05:29 PM Re: Someday
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Registered: 05/02/05
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Loc: Carlisle, PA
Michael,

Quote:
one day something
will remind you of
what terrible things you did
I have often thought about this and I wonder, what do they think when these moments come? Do they somehow manage to remain in that fantasy world where such things are "okay"?

If they ever emerge from that world, how do they live with what they have done?

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#82154 - 01/28/06 11:46 PM Re: Someday
michael Joseph Offline
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not sure what they think, but I hope no one here will ever know what they think, cuz then they would be them too

It is better to not think like them, or even know how they think.

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#82155 - 01/29/06 01:22 AM Re: Someday
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Registered: 12/26/05
Posts: 10
Loc: Idaho
Quote:
Originally posted by Steven Heath:
mj,
i have a belief that perps are living on earth and hell at the same time....i wish constant pain to them 24 hours a day......i feel thaey are haunted cdonstantly...but that does not mean that i would not lve to push a knitting needle up there gentals until they pass out....and then do it again when they wake up....this is not about torture...this is about my wish to inflict horrible physical pain to them as they inflict mental anguish upon themselves....sorry for venting and maybe inappropriate venting...but your poem triggered something obviously...hugs...steve
This is what I mean!!!!!!!!!!!

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#82156 - 01/29/06 01:51 AM Re: Someday
michael Joseph Offline
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Loc: Virginia
together we can stand, and if one falls there are men to hold him up when he can't stand. We share the abuse and its scars. We share our success too! Together we can fly!!!!!!!

MJ

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#82157 - 05/08/06 03:14 AM Re: Someday
michael Joseph Offline
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Loc: Virginia
too bad we have to deal with this,
I just wish we did not have to,

I am glad you guys are here for me, and
I am here for you.

I hope we are all safe and secure.
as I type there is a story on child molesters
it just happened to come on.

I love you guys,,,,,,,,,,,thanks for caring

MJ

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#82158 - 05/08/06 05:39 PM Re: Someday
roadrunner Offline
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Registered: 05/02/05
Posts: 22045
Loc: Carlisle, PA
Michael,

Quote:
I hope we are all safe and secure.
as I type there is a story on child molesters
it just happened to come on.
There's the real bitch of it all. While we are recovering other kids are getting hurt in the same way all around us.

Much love,
Larry

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Nobody living can ever stop me
As I go walking my freedom highway.
Nobody living can make me turn back:
This land was made for you and me.
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#82159 - 05/09/06 02:41 PM Re: Someday
michael Joseph Offline
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Loc: Virginia
yeah it is not cool

but I will always help someone down

it is just how I operate

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#354730 - 02/24/11 07:26 PM Re: Someday [Re: michael Joseph]
michael Joseph Offline
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Loc: Virginia
I pray for Karma

I meditate on justice

I declair abuse an abomination

(like the rest of you) I am just stating the obvious

Love not Hate

MJ

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