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#81946 - 10/30/03 09:39 AM Hatred (POSSIBLE TRIGGERS!)
crisispoint Offline
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Registered: 09/24/03
Posts: 2154
Loc: Massachusetts
Hatred

Hatred!
thats's what you left me.
Hatred!
that's your legacy.
Hatred!
Poisoned my soul.
Hatred!
took away my control.
Hatred!
made me love you.
Hatred!
don't know what to do.
Hatred!
pinned me down from above.
Hatred!
find it so hard to love.
Hatred!
Hatred!
Hatred!
Hatred!
Hatred!
but I am learning to love.
Letting go of the
Hatred!
you left me.

Peace,

Scot

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#81947 - 10/30/03 11:32 AM Re: Hatred (POSSIBLE TRIGGERS!)
Sinking Offline
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Registered: 09/26/03
Posts: 577
Loc: Took my ball and went home.
Funny Scot...only an hour after you posted this I posted something similar on the message board. It goes a little something like this...and it is intended to release some steam:

I hate what they did.
I hate how they did it.
I hate how they hid it.
I hate that they tricked me.
I hate that they hurt that boy.
I hate that they didn't care.
I hate that they don't care.
I hate that I can't make it better.
I hate that I have to make it better for someone else.
I hate that I have to tell someone else.
I hate them, I HATE them, in the deepest sense I HATE THEM!!
I hate that I have to make it better....


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#81948 - 10/30/03 11:36 AM Re: Hatred (POSSIBLE TRIGGERS!)
Mike Church Offline
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Registered: 01/23/03
Posts: 3439
Loc: Toronto, Canada
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[QUOTE but I am learning to love. [/QUOTE]
That is hearteneing to hear.

So often the anger and hatred remain focused inward on ourselves. It is a good feeling to hate
the perp not as a member of society but as some low life species.

We are capable of love and we deserve to belong.

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IT REALLY IS OK TO STUMBLE. NONE OF US ARE PERFECT.

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