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#81636 - 09/17/03 03:41 AM That's all it takes
StrangerInAStrangeLand Offline
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Registered: 04/23/03
Posts: 33
Loc: Puyallup, WA
Just one thought...one memory...
and I can taste it on my lips.
I can smell it like my nostrils were full of it...
and I want to drive a stake through his heart.
I want to slash and slash and see the blood flying and know he's dying
I want to strike and strike and strike again, harder and harder until my knuckles are numb, to feel his face crack and crush at the the impact...
and it still wouldn't be enough.
It'll never be enough.
Nothing could equal the humiliation I endured or the torment I suffer every day.


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#81637 - 09/22/03 12:19 AM Re: That's all it takes
The Dean Offline
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Registered: 07/15/02
Posts: 2080
Loc: Milwaukee, WI
The last line of your poem shows great wisdom for such a young man.

Anger is good at times. But, in the end, it does not makes things all ok.

It is good to see you moving along in your recognition of the effects of sa in your life--and your intention to let yourself have a very bringht future.

Bob

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If we do not live what we believe, then we will begin to believe what we live.

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